sejak akhir-akhir ni..setelah berpindah masuk kedalam kolej keidaman abdul rahamn limbong(kolej kediaman dalam kampus)...saya & kawan saya,syafiq bidin rajin giler ar nak online dekat kafe KUSZA(kafe yang dahulunya di sewa oleh KUSZA)...
setiap malam kitaorg lepak dekat situ...tapi malangnya setiap malam kami jumpa dengan bermacam-macam ragam manusia yang dah lupa sinar di bulan ramadhan...
dah lupa dalam bulan ini ada lailatul qadar...
masyallah!!
setiap malam kami jumpa dengan pasangan kapel yang dok pegang-pegang tangan,peluk-peluk & etc la(geli saya nk gambarkan)...
tah le...kalau dah mahasiswa & mahasiswi yang berpendidikan pun buat benda2 -benda macam ni...macam pulak dengan yang tak berpendidikan...
heran saya...makin hari makin menjadi-jadi...malaysia dah tak macam dulu..tak macam negara islam...baru ni lak hangat dengan pembuangan janin...memang patut la beranak anak haram...tengok je la..dalam bulan ramadhan pun masih ada orang yang berpeluk dan meraba2..ish2...sebelum tu pulak hangat dengan sekolah mengandung...ni pun satu hal...macam mengalakkan berzina & lahir anak haram pulak...so entry kali ni saya nak bawa rakan2 yang mengikuti blog saya dengan satu diary...semoga terhibur & mengambil tauladan
Diary of Unborn Child
October 5
Today my life began.My parents do not know it yet, I am as small as a seed of an apple, but it is I already.And i am to be a girl.I shall have blond hair and blue eyes.Just about everything is settled thoung,even the fact that I shall love flowers.
October 19
Some say that I am not real person yet, that only my mother exists.But I am real person, just as a small crumb of bread is yet truly bread.My mother is.And I am.
October 23
My mouth is just beginning to open now.Just think, in a year or so I shall be laughing and later talking.I know what my first word will be:MAMA.
October 25
My heart began to beat today all by itself.From now on it shall gently beat for the rest of my life without ever stopping to rest!And after many years it will tire.It will stop,and then I shall die.
November 2
I am growing a bit every day.My arms and legs are beginning to take shape.But I have to wait a long time yet before those little legs will raise me to my mother's arms, before these little arms will be able to gather flowers and embrace my father.
November 12
Tiny fingers are beginning to form on my hands.Funny how small they are!I'll be able to stoke my mother's hair with them.
November 20
It wasn't until today that the doctor told mom I am living here under her heart.Oh, how happy she must be!Are you happy,mom?
November 25
My mom and dad are probably thinking about a name for me.But they dont't even know that I am a little girl.I want to be called Kathy.I am getting so big already.
December 10
My hair is growing.It is smooth and bright and shiny.I wonder what kind of hair mom has.
December 13
I am just about able to see.It is dark around me.when mom brings me into the world, it will be full of sunshine and flowers.But what I want more than anything is to see my mom.How do you look,mom?
December 24
I wonder if mom heras the whispering of my heart?Some children come into the world a little sick.But my heart is strong and healthy.It beats so evenly:tup-tup,tup-tup.You'll have a healthy little daughter,mom!
December 28
Today my mother killed me.
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